"They say a man don't usually love no more than twice..."
and God knows, if that's the case, I've lived my life
"and if he does, you'll never know, cause he won't say…"
So I keep emotions muffled, hopin for a better day
There aren’t many things that “should have been said”
I try to keep it like that. “What if’s” poison my head
Now the ones with half a brain just can’t look at me the same
And those the know my worth say that my value’s insane
But, can you place a value on the strength of a brain?
Cause my soul is so heavy that it’s drivin me insane
“I used to want this forever…” I’m so addicted to writing
“It’s so much easier to run…” I’m so addicted to fighting
I’m so addicted to striving, so “above and beyond”
So, even when I’m throwed off, swear’n that I’m so on
And I’m so off pitch, but I’m so clutch hit
That you can’t even describe what requires a descript…
Now, I’m about three smiles away from a permanent frown
From steady swingin at a life that’s trynna get me down
Half of my life doesn’t even seem to make sense
So, I’ve just been uppin the ante to, hopefully, match the rent
And, right now, I can’t explain livin up to my last name
But I -can- bless what I -don’t- know about pain
Yes, I think “the world should revolve around me”
But I forgot that everything has a price, and “the world” isn’t free
So I’m on my Atlas tip, a hemisphere on each shoulder
Waitin for Hercules as my heart grows colder
I make the sky fall every time I shrug my shoulders
So I been scarin chickens with height issues and hold-ups
I’ve got a whole lot more than just “a chip” on my shoulder
Comfortably conversin with killers and boulder-tokers
Permanently aggie. Angus like (Burger) King beef
Literarily loungin, but wildin like I’m still street…
That’s just Me…
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Me (the box)
Take me, the box, for instance. In instants
Not stereotyped or predicted to doom
Look beyond the label for a minute. Look in it.
My seal of freshness keeps you from the truth
Were you to break the labels you might be surprised
You might even see, if you would open your eyes
I am -much- more than my packaging. Besides,
I can’t fit my story on paper…
Trufully Speakin'
About Me
- Trufully Speakin'
- J-action! :P, NC
- I write a lot. I -love- music. I tend to use big words and proper grammar. Especially when I'm upset or nervous.
i used to read almost obsessively, so i know random things.
i did -not- have a normal childhood. and i don't mean that in an "i was abused" way. it was just odd. and very singular.
i am sarcastic. sometimes extremely. yeah. really.
one of the worst insults that you could ever give me is to tell me that i am "just like every other guy".
i hate these things. you can't say even the smallest part about what makes you a You.
i stress what most people consider the "small stuff", and seem to be less concerned about the "big stuff". relationships notwithstanding...
i'm an extremist. it's black and white with me. and i don't mean racially.
btw...if you're not educated, please don't waste either of our time. seriously.